I truly hope that You had at least as nice Christmas as I had! :)

Autumn has never really been my time of year. But still I miss those late autumn nights, when I fell in sleep with a sound of raindrops falling on my window.

Someone asked me recently how I manage to busy myself with so many million things; as I would be never-tiring? But do I have a choice then? I just have to manage. The most important, I myself want that. Person's own will's probably the most powerful source of energy, power that puts things to move, events to happen. You just have to be strong and do what you really want to do. And even when it comes to a moment when I feel that I can't stand anymore, then there's always someone next to me, who lifts me back up to my feet, supports and helps.

So simple it is.
Smile and enjoy what you're doing.

Life's as beautiful as beautiful you try to see it. The more positive you take everything, the more positive it all seems to be.
With a smile you can change yourself and the others happier. Small but still effective way to repair a world around and in you.

He was mine but not really.
I never really had him, so i never really lost him.
I guess this is how we will always be.
I had him, he had me.
But then again there was really no us.

I'm like a cat who doesn't like to be in rain, but still sits by the window and follows it falling down.